When life throws you lemons....duck... and recover!
I'm not going to lie... these last two months have been brutal. Frustrating, lonely, eye opening, scary, sad.. all of it. Every possible emotion, I have felt. Tristan has had a terrible 3 months. I don't want to say it's depression, but it's a touch of it and it was terrifying. When he got sick and missed a couple of days of school...and studying.. a few bad tests and BAM - he was behind the 8-ball. He cried every day, he was scared and felt like he was unable to do anything. Thankfully we found a tutor and Hannah has been a godsend. She started giving him back his confidence and his grades started moving back up. Then, I realized that Tracy no longer wants to be my friend. Clearly I'm slow to the party and I while I knew I was no longer her favorite person, I had NO IDEA that I was off "the list". How naïve. To say that I am and was heartbroken was an understatement. I have been coming to terms with all of this.. at the same time as my s...