The Adventures of Tristan

 Divorce is hard. It's forever. It's relentless and it hits you between the eyes every holiday, every weekend, every everything. This was my first Christmas Eve without Tristan. I was invited to Ruth Ann's but honestly, I hated it for years, and I need to get used to this. Gifts were wrapped... but they would have to wait. This is T's first razor... get it... Santa Barber?  hahahahaha I'm funny! Balfour gave me the gift of a weekend with friends.. so I got us tickets for Cirque du Soleil and we met Davis and Sue in FW We had 4th row seats... and while it wasn't my favorite... It was dang good! We froze on the way to dinner and it was only across the street! But Mr. I'll Have The Lobster Tails Please Said it was worth it... Like I said... we froze.. But Sue and I caught up at the bar and Davis and T watched a movie together.  I call that a win! I came home to this in the mail... Signed Yankees baseball card from Tracy (Timmy) A kid TRULY living out his dream!...

 We had our finance team Christmas party at K-1 Racing... and Deadra and I are FUNNY We walked around the office all day like this... but I only made one race (out of work late) and ultimately I got my butt kicked! Such a fun day and thankful for this team of peeps including me!

 My boss gifted me a weekend with T and a friend.  Well it's been hard, everyone is busy.  So I split it into two things... day one.. Oak Meadow Ranch with just me and T because I just couldn't ask Balfour to pay for another person... it's pricey!! Everyone was introduced again, beautiful music was played... we went to church service outside and while it was chilly.. it was the best service ever - surrounded by animals and animal sounds the whole time! Jesse even attended! T looooved Jesse! Then before our tour, we ran into the Liu's who came and stayed the night before. I was SO thankful that Michele and Lauren chose to do this!! We had cotton candy drinks... SO FUN!  T MAY have had two.. bad parenting, I know. And they came out and sang to him for his bday -it was hilarious!   I think this is going well... First up Baby Yoda!! Prince Harry was next! Prince Charles and his baby! WE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE LEMURS!! Zeus came out to greet T and of course... Jesse T...