Christmas 2023... was a hard one!
Just got these pics in the mail and just stared at them. This Freshman... on the Varsity squad.. isn't a baby anymore. And while I miss those days, I celebrate this milestone too. He's becoming a man and I'm so proud. But with that... comes separation that is HARD. The silliness of Christmas, the cookies for Santa and the endless Christmas events have all pretty much come to a close... for now. So I make the most of moments like these when friends offer to sit with us - so service doesn't seem so "boring" And I can still steal a Christmas in front of the big tree. I event tried his favorite meal... but it was a disaster. He was tired. I was annoyed and we sat in silence. I dropped T off at Holt and Ruth Ann's. I don't have any pictures of him opening gifts, or laughing, or games. I chose to leave and go to the Lane's Christmas party because it's hard and awkward for me. I also know I'm not part of that family anymore and I need to let...