And just like that... I'm 53

 On my way home... my Buffalo State Bengal girls... lead by none other than Tracy Poole called me from their happy hour! All I had to "cheers" with was T's empty root beer cup. I should have fake sipped it so I didn't' have bad luck!



This card from Pleas is 100% Pleas towards me...


but this took the cake.

HUGE issue with travel screwing up his AA flight and missing his AA# so he signed the card with his #

WE DIED LAUGHING!



Then Tracy sent me BEST F*CKING FRIEND bracelet in Morse code!

hahahahaha



and the damn caramel creams!!!

over 150 notes on Facebook and texts like these...


But my favorite is my card to 

JULIE

From my BEST child.


Well done T... well done.

I even got a SNAP.


But this one... she bought me lunch... bought me cupcakes and celebrated me big.


It was a hard day for me but Deadra Berens... without you... I wouldn't have survived!

And then the first thing on my desk... was the most thoughtful gift from Connie. Page after page of pictures and affirmations!  She's the best!



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I cried on the way home. Overwhelmed with to do's, struggled receiving love from anyone and feeling extra alone BUT I was reminded - I'm not.


My friend Molly said... maybe this surgery is to slow down and RECEIVE.  Maybe it's a season that God is doing this TO FREE YOU and He's saying... 

REST. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I LOVE YOU.  
Love, God.

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