The Adventures of Tristan

It's weird to miss someone when they are still alive.  My mom called me at 12:22am... and was chatting like it was 1 in the afternoon. Then we chatted the next day...in the afternoon and laughed about it. I see quite the difference in myself - ha! I was dead asleep in these! These moments are all I have left of my best friend in the whole world so I quickly sat up and started chatting. and sometimes I even get her smiling and laughing. I know the day is coming when I won't get anyone to her mind, but I know I will always be someone to her heart. I love you Mama.  Wish I could afford to be by your side every day and night. I would do your nails and your hair and have dinner with you... well you refuse food so I would have ice cream with you. I would remind you of old stories, and hold your hand. I miss our every day talks and laughs. I don't miss your worry over me, it always made me sad BUT now having a child of my own, I understand it basically automatic. Thank you for lov...

  We did our best to surprise her and I think it worked!! That was fun!!!!

It took about 10 "smile or we will just keeeep taking this picture" to get this... then I threw in this! Cuz that's funny! Look out TCA, here he comes! Father, I know who he CAN be, help me to breathe life over my son. Help me to encourage and cheer him on. I know my role is changing, and I'm trying to let him fail, let him choose.. give me self control to allow this... and catch him when needed. I know You love him more than I do... just doesn't seem possible but I know it's true. Draw him to You Lord, he needs a strong faith to make it in this world!!!!!!!!!