Big useless day....


Yup, I wasted a day. Tristan is on Xbox, I'm watching Netflix and AngelVid and playing mindless games virtually with my boss.




I beat him a few, he beat me in darts and tanks... and I beat him in basketball.

Well, no one can say we aren't staying in touch!!

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